| | remember... i changed my livejournal name.... mommy_please | comments: Leave a comment   |
| Umm.. my new....errr...old... name is being recycled with an underscore due to me not beig able to dig up my old name...
SO.... for those who wish to find me... My new livejournal name is mommy_please
Have fun. I never liked this current name too much. Why did I change it.
add my mommy_please name...and you shall be added back. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| And to tell the truth, I was glad to have left. Not because of anything in peticular. I just did not have an urge to party. I wanted peace and quiet. I wanted loneliness. So that I can go on and feel sorry for myself again. I seem to be good at that.
And what else is throbbing me and my skull, can't quite be written on here, because I don't know how to word it. And chances are, I will ,most likely, look like a bastard.
I was pleased though last night when Ian walked in the door with a big hug. I've always cared for Ian. He's just a genuine person, and great to have long conversations with.
All in all it was a nice day, but it had barely any relaxation. So now, once again, at home. Watching the, twokids, again. Drowning out their words with my insane amount of emo acoustic. Bless the fact that the music can bring tears to my eyes, and put me in a lonely mood within 4 seconds. I miss it.
I miss a lot of things. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| My alarm didnt go off. Babysitting some other kid today. Along with dakota. Which makes things easier. They play together.
I decided that maybe a nice cup of tea would warm me up, make me sleep easier...jsut one cup... then that one turned into two..and that, into three. So I lay awake, when at 1:20 in the morning I get a message on the phone. Tom. Glorious Tom.
We talked a tad over instant messenger. It made me at ease. And after an hour or so of talking, I slowly fell asleep. I missed him quite a bit.
I get payed today. I work today. from 3 to 5 or so. Depends on whether i feel like actually working.
It'll be alright. It'll be alright. It'll be alright.
I'm a slight bitch tired. Love it or leave it. I put more tea into my system though. I've lost weight. I'm looking for it. I can't find it. Only a few lbs. Wish it was more.
But thats what this upcoming season is for. Skating. I'll lose weight. I found out that Nadja is skating this season too. So we've decided to start training together. God knows I need to work on my distance. I'm a sprinter...who has long distance races. Not a good combo. Anyways, training. I'm thinking the orting trail, or the BPA trail. Something with hills, and miles. BPA has hills. Orting has miles.
My head is aching.
Umm... aly and danielle...what are you and that girl and cam doing tuesday night. I still need to see if my dad has wednesday off. If so... I'm thinking...Tea Party SleepOVER!!!!!!?!?!???! oh fuck.
For the last time take a good hard look. I'm not ok. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| what the hell. what the hell. what the hell. AGHA!! bug on screen. played video games nonstop today. what the hell.
Tom... hasnt called..so im guessing...hes not home. hell. what the hell. I did absolutely nothing today. i..sat on my ass. all day. it feels a bit flatter i must say.
whats going on with mel and cam. interesting. yet....wierd...i miss mel. you should find a way out here for the tea party. Really...you should.
oh..and danielle..or aly...I only have 4 fucking cups.. and theres 6 people. well...i mean..i have others...but they dont match and have that...hella tacky look to them... oh well... so..im thinking in the evening if it works for you guys.. i hafta work from 3 to 5. so 6 would be a nice time. if its too late i can skip work.
scary movie 2..or 3.. i think its 2...is on comedy central.. fun. i dont think ill watch it. i did online shopping..sorta..more of jsut ..pick out what i want and then wait til i get paid to get it. Stephanies getting me this brown track jacket from nordstroms since she works there..so..woop woop.
I found this hizzot brown jacket with fur on the collar at pacsun...I think i might hafta get it. .. i called my mom to get my black messenger bag back. Fair game.. i got it from my dead cousin..i figure shed be nice enough to give it back..i dont wanna spend money on a new one. plus this one says MAL. rad! RADRADRADRAD.
Can you tell im keeping myself entertained? Because I am.
My dad squeezes his pop cans. Its like a mark of the sean.
I should call dustin for that coffee day. I need someone to talk to. I'm so god damn lonely. Wheres tom. Where the hell did he run off to. Yes. I do know where he is. I'm just bitching. What if he got so high/drunk..he forgot he had a girlfriend.
I dont know whether id laugh, get pissed, or just drink til i forgot i had a boyfriend too. I never did take advantage of that tequila in my house that everyone thinks was thrown away. I think ill save that for a rainy day... like... on rainy school mornings. Things will have more interest.
mmm...i found a nice mewithoutyou shirt today. didnt have my size. i could buy it then make it smaller though...but that involves work.
ok..well..im done.
oh i love my friends... | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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